“I feel like a queen NOW! it’s SUCH an amazing FEELING when a MASCULINE man chooses me out of ten other women.”
case study: saltanat japarova
LAWYER, MEDIATOR, ENTERPRENEUR
I started working with Bota because I was stuck in a deep depression I couldn’t get out of on my own. I ended up in the hospital, but they couldn’t help me, saying it was all psychological. I saw a psychologist, but instead of helping, it made me feel even worse. My stress levels were off the charts.
I was scared for my life and intense anxiety consumed my entire body, bringing me closer to a suicidal state. I couldn’t feel the ground beneath my feet. My whole body was numb, refusing to move. I couldn’t manage my emotional state. I suppressed all my feelings inside. Even something as simple as eating or going to the bathroom felt like a huge challenge for me.
I was taken to different doctors, but I’d lost trust in psychologists after my hospital experience. One of them made me feel like I was broken or sick, and my aggression only intensified. I couldn’t control my state. I suppressed all my emotions inside.
I felt like a hamster stuck on a wheel, running and running but never able to get off.
FEMININE ENERGY AND MEN
I wanted to find a way out, but I couldn't no matter how hard I tried. My feminine energy was completely shut down - I couldn’t connect with it at all.
I didn’t trust myself or the world around me. It felt like I was filled with masculine energy, and I rejected my feminine nature entirely. Sometimes, I even felt like I didn’t have a gender. I knew I was a woman on paper, but on a deeper level, I didn’t feel it. I acted like a man. I didn’t care about how I looked, and as for my inner woman—she didn’t even exist to me. Even in my body, I felt like a man and in my childhood photos, I looked like a boy. I wanted to solve everything on my own. I could only express myself within a small circle of friends, at work, and as a woman – I didn’t want to be noticed at all. When it came to men, I couldn’t figure out what I was doing wrong. I hardly ever received attention or help from men, and even when I did, it was very rare. I handled every conflict like I was a man dealing with another man. It felt like men owed me something, and I had a lot of resentment toward them.
point “A”. Severe depression
the challenge:
I punished my inner child and stopped her from enjoying life and expressing herself freely, because I depended on public opinion. I lived in my own world and didn’t want to let anyone in. I felt guilt, duty, and an overwhelming sense of responsibility for everyone, the self-love was completely unclear to me – where it begins and where it ends. Deep down, my inner girl wanted to shine, to stand out, to be noticed. Public speaking was her dream but the fear of speaking up and being seen kept holding her back.
I felt a deep sense of disappointment in myself. I was in my 30s, and it seemed like I couldn’t achieve anything meaningful. I didn’t feel recognized or seen the way I wanted to be. I was completely lost and didn’t understand myself at all. I couldn’t express who I truly was or show up as the person I wanted to be—neither in my career nor as a woman. I was terrified to leave the judicial system, where I’d worked for over 16 years. My salary was just $300 a month, and I worked from 9 to 6, five days a week. Every day, I had to check in and check out, reporting my comings and goings like clockwork.
I struggled with low self-esteem and lacked confidence in my professional skills. I felt invisible in my career—like no one truly saw my worth as a specialist. The lack of acknowledgment and appreciation was painful, and I didn’t believe I could change anything about my situation. The disappointment in myself and my abilities was overwhelming. I believed that nothing could be changed in my life anymore. I would go to work and back, all while feeling a deep sense of disappointment in myself. I couldn’t express myself or show up as my true self. I dreamed of having my own private legal practice so I wouldn’t have to rely on anyone, but it felt like just a distant dream.
LIVING CONDITIONS AND SON
At that time, even dreaming about starting my own business or owning my own apartment felt impossible. I was renting a room in a dormitory, and my biggest wish was to settle down in the capital city. The separation from my son made my deep depression even worse. I couldn’t bring him back with me because I had no place to take him in another city.
SELF-LOVE
career and life purpose
THE PROCESS:
Working with Bota won me over from the very first minute. She instantly gained my trust, and that trust kept growing every time we worked together. My gut feeling about her was spot on and I could feel that she genuinely wanted to help me. During our sessions, she identified and resolved the root cause of my issues. I loved her personalized approach, her motivating energy, the way she spoke, and how effortlessly she could shift my mindset from negative to positive in an instant. She truly understood me as her client.
I chose Bota because, unlike working with a psychologist, I didn’t feel any aggression after working with her. My energy shifted, and my inner state started changing immediately—my family even noticed it. Bota helped me realize that I’m okay, that my problem isn’t me. I began to open up, and my trust in myself and the world grew stronger with every step of our work together. She never framed it as a fight against something or implied that there was anything wrong with me.
Bota has a way of explaining things that truly clicks for me. Her words stick in my mind and continue to work even after our sessions, delivering amazing results. After talking to her—even during a simple, casual conversation—my energy and overall state transform instantly.
Bota is an incredible mentor and motivator. She is a kind, genuine person with no pretense. She has a way of making you feel comfortable and knows how to connect with you.
THE RESULTS:
Bota identified the root cause of my problems. I started waking up each morning with joy.
The first result was that my severe depression, complete numbness in my body, and anxiety completely disappeared. On top of that, I lost 15 kg effortlessly, without following any diets.
I felt a tremendous sense of relief and finally understood the core of my struggles. For the first time, I experienced joy and confidence about my future. I now feel confident expressing who I truly am and I genuinely feel proud of the woman I’ve become.
The heaviness in my body, which had been with me since childhood, is gone. I’ve fully embraced myself and my body. My self-esteem has significantly increased.
The depression and complete numbness in my body are gone!
point “B”
Career
The second major result was that I left my job in the judicial system, where I had worked for over 16 years. Before this, I never had the confidence to make such a move. This was my best decision, even if many in my circle considered it insane.
I used to think the world was mostly limited to employees and employers. I had fears and doubts about starting my own business—I didn’t feel worthy of it. After working with Bota, all of that disappeared.
By learning to love myself, I left a 9-to-6 job and stopped being a slave to circumstances.
I earned a master’s degree and even pursued a second specialty. Today, I run my own business and am no longer dependent on anyone. I’ve built a life I once didn’t even dare to dream about.
life purpose and income
I will never forget how Bota supported me during a pivotal and decisive moment in my life, and it’s hard to imagine what would have happened to me if I hadn’t started working with her. Now I feel whole and realize that I’m “the center of the wheel." Opportunities started coming to me effortlessly. Now, I have a flexible work schedule, my own business, happy clients, and this is another goal I achieved through working with her. I found my life purpose, and today I am fully expressing myself— I am an international mediator, an entrepreneur, and I run my own private practice where I provide legal consultations. I am also a teacher, conducting my own legal courses. teaching others with a feminine touch. My first financial breakthrough happened when I made $2,000 in just 8 minutes through a single effortless deal. I attract clients and opportunities with ease, I can negotiate effortlessly, and I feel the admiration in the way my clients look at me.
Clients find me on their own and want me to handle their deals and consultations. My fees have increased sixfold, a result I could never have imagined before. From a place of inner confidence, self-love, and abundance, I am able to share my knowledge. When I work for myself - I choose myself.
Now, I have enough time and energy for everything, and there is no longer any chronic heaviness in my body. If once, simply waking up in the mornings felt exhausting, now my energy flow has changed, and it is impossible to find it anywhere else— this energy comes to me from higher sources and brings new ideas.
* Looking back, the life I have now is something I never even dared to dream of
* Looking back, the life I have now is something I never even dared to dream of
By working for myself, I’ve chosen myself—I’m my own boss now, with a flexible schedule. when I gained inner freedom, my entire world transformed completely. All of this didn’t come from a place of hustling or striving—it came from embracing my feminine energy.
I started to see the world through a woman’s lens, realizing how beautiful it is to be a woman.
On an energetic level, it’s like my wishes manifest effortlessly. I’ve even had male clients go out of their way to make me happy, sometimes paying double for my services just to bring me joy. It’s such a wonderful feeling! Now, I can be multifaceted, and yet men still notice me.
In short, I’ve recognized and embraced my inner feminine side. Now, I know that the more I stay connected to my feminine energy and trust the world, the easier and more abundant new opportunities flow into my life.
I’ve realized that the more I embrace my feminine energy and trust the world, the more opportunities flow into my life with ease.
I’ve let go of aggression and found inner peace. It feels like I’ve rediscovered myself. My body and sense of self have become more feminine. I’ve started growing out my hair and have softened my behavior. My self-esteem is higher than ever—I choose myself now.
Before, I used to attract weak men and take on a caretaker role, giving away my energy to "fix" them. But after working with Bota, I fully embraced my feminine side. I’ve become free-spirited, light, and my life is more vibrant than I ever expected. Even my appearance has changed—I’ve become more feminine, charming, and confident, and men notice it. They compliment me on how radiant and energetic I am. I love seeing my reflection and how I look on camera now. I feel happy and content as a woman.
I no longer feel the need to “mother” weak men. Instead, strong, capable men are showing up in my life. They want to take care of me, and they highlight my best qualities without me even trying. All I need to do now is simply be in my feminine energy, and it grows stronger every day. I feel grounded—there’s such joy in living as a woman with complete trust in the world. I’ve become much more intuitive, and by following that intuition, my desires manifest almost instantly. It feels like magic.
This newfound freedom is priceless to me. Inside, I feel like a queen. It’s so rewarding when a strong, worthy man chooses me out of many women and acknowledges that I’m special. That recognition as a woman feels amazing. And the best part is that I didn’t have to change anything about my appearance to feel this way. I now attract strong, interesting men and get to choose the best partner for me. Men constantly compliment my beauty, energy, and confidence, and I finally accept and believe them.
Before, I never heard these things from men, but now, I’m living in alignment with my true self, and everything has changed.
I bought my own two-bedroom apartment!
As a result, today I’m living in my beautiful, luxurious space, and it brings me so much joy every single day! This was such an unexpected bonus—something I never anticipated when I started this journey. Being able to have my own home, where I could finally bring my son to live with me, felt like a balm for my soul. It’s such a simple thing in life, but it meant the world to me.
feminine energy and men
I finally understand why I couldn’t build meaningful relationships with high-value, masculine men before. It all started with my relationship with my father—he wanted a boy, so I went against my nature, trying to please him by being someone I wasn’t.
Bota helped me let go of the part of me that was trying to embody masculine energy. That part of me attracted weak men and stood in the way of building relationships with masculine, high-value men because it didn’t want a competitor. After our work together, I felt a newfound freedom—I became lighter, feminine, and confident in expressing myself. I embraced my inner woman, and as a result, I started receiving more attention from masculine men. Interesting, quality men began approaching me, taking initiative, and offering help without me even asking. I often hear compliments about how amazing, and interesting as a woman I am.
My inner feminine energy feels stronger than ever. Now I feel energized, active, and fully accept and love myself and my body. I’ve embraced my femininity completely, and it feels incredible.
I’ve started to see the world through a woman’s perspective, and I realize how beautiful it is to be a woman. I’ve discovered that I can be multifaceted and still attract men effortlessly. My life has become so vibrant and colorful! I no longer feel like a suppressed woman. I’ve become open and confident in myself.
When I look in the mirror now, I love what I see. I feel like I’m finally in the right place as a woman. I no longer deny my nature, and this acceptance feels like a blessing from God. I believe God supports those who embrace who they truly are. When I rejected my femininity, I felt like all doors were closed to me because I was going against the flow of life, against God’s design. But now, by accepting myself as a woman, I feel aligned with the universe.
When I learned to love myself, I felt how the world wanted to care for me, help me, and support me. People began helping and trusting me, highlighting my best qualities. More and more people reached out to me, and invitations to collaborate started coming in.
My feminine energy now plays a key role in my work, even in how I present my products—it’s all done in a truly feminine way. With my natural feminine qualities, I’m now able to help the world in a way that feels authentic and aligned. Living in the old “hustler” mindset is no longer relevant for me—that time has passed. When you live in harmony with your feminine nature, everything in life begins to multiply and grow. I’m confident that these feminine qualities, which I’ve developed thanks to Bota, will continue to bring me even greater success and income.
Bota helped me discover and embrace my inner feminine essence. I believe this is one of the highest powers because, from this energy, I’m now able to help others successfully. Bota is doing truly meaningful work—she lit a fire within me, and now I’m passing that flame on to others. By helping me, she’s also helping other women.
I no longer have any resentment toward my parents—only gratitude. I now understand that the root of my problem was my lack of self-love and my constant need for validation from others, while I failed to recognize myself as a woman. Looking back, I feel a deep desire to hug the past version of myself—the one who was lost and confused. It’s hard to imagine what could have happened if I had stayed at that same level or, even worse, if I had given up entirely.
Now I realize that the higher purpose was not just to heal myself but also to help others.
When I first came to Bota, my initial focus was on money and career. However, I ended up gaining so much more than I ever expected, and I know that with each passing moment, this will continue to grow and multiply more and more.
Inner Child & public speaking
Speaking in front of an audience was always my dream. In the past, I couldn’t speak up for myself—I had a fear of public speaking. But now, I’m invited to be a speaker, to give lectures, and lead training sessions. I confidently express myself, whether in front of an audience or a camera, without any fear of judgment. I’ve started to put myself out there, something I was once too afraid to do, even when it came to introducing myself.
Now, I can truly be myself, share my opinions, and I no longer fear judgment. My inner child has started to express herself fully, and I’ve begun to show up as I am. My inner girl now feels safe, she has found the freedom to express herself without fear. She always wanted to feel joy and perform, and now she’s finally getting to live out those dreams. She feels safe and confidently speaks in public, just as she always wished to.
Now, I don’t care what anyone thinks of me—I’ve become truly free. I’ve stopped seeking validation from others. In short, I’ve grown from being a “good, accommodating girl” into a vibrant, confident, expressive, feminine, and self-sufficient woman. I feel free and self-assured, and it shows in every aspect of my life.
We started working on one thing, and then even things I never expected began to unfold. Many of the results surprised me because, at the beginning, I didn’t anticipate such a huge transformation. For example—buying my own apartment and increasing my income by six and a half times.
If you’ve encountered such a remarkable, radiant person with such kind of energy, it’s a sign that the Higher Powers want to help you. I say this from my own personal experience. So, if someone extends a helping hand to you—grab it and walk toward your dreams. Working with bota will lead you to the life you truly desire.
Investing in working with her is more than just an expense—it’s an investment that will bring you happiness, love, freedom, and countless joyful experiences you may not even imagine right now.
Time is the most valuable resource in our lives, so it’s better to turn to a professional and save your precious time, energy, and nerves. When you invest in yourself, you get so much more in return.
Before meeting Bota, I studied psychology, read books, listened to countless audio materials on the topic. For four years, I tried to change on my own but didn’t succeed.
From my own experience, I can confidently say that after working with Bota, I achieved everything I ever wanted—and everything I didn’t even dare to dream of.
When I started working with her, I never expected such genuine human support from her. That’s why I recommend taking a deep breath, letting go of your tension, and trusting both Bota and the universe. In this life, nothing happens by chance, and people don’t meet each other without a reason.
